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production blog - my dog died

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Today I could not blog because my dog died. Me and my mom were getting ready for church. While we were getting ready, my mom's friend had arrived to pick us up. So, my mom told me to open the door and tell her we will be out in a bit. As soon as I opened the door my dog ran out the house like he was the flash. I was like oh no... Then, a car was driving on our road like there was no tomorrow. So, when my dog ran to the road the car was driving at the same time. Now, you know the rest... The car drove by and splat my dog got crush. It was so devestating witnissing that. I was so sad. My dad had to burry him in the dirt next to our house. I had to finish getting ready for church. While on my car ride to church I was crying. It hurts losing your best friend. To me my dog was not even a pet. He was more than that. He was supposed to be my for lifer. Long live Pampy. He was such a good boy. 

production blog - another fail?

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 hello i'm back again. Remember how I said I was supposed to stay after school to film? well none of that ever happened. I don't even know what the future holds for me. I'm holding stress after stress. I legit started sobbing in class because I felt so overwhelmed that I had made a mistake. I know I sound so pathetic, but that's the reality of life. Lately the thought of life feels like a chore. I don't even know what the point of everyday is. I will strive to find my purpose and make something great out of myself. I will surely find time to finish my project. Whether it is tomorrow or last minute, it will get done. With the anything is possible mind set anything can be done.  Never give up there are always endless possibilities it is up to you to choose which one is your destiny. I will not let this minor mental inconvenience determine what I can and can't do. Next time I come back I will have an estimate of when I will have my project. I will comeback when I a

production blog - back to hell

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 Finally back from spring break and back to hell aka school. Honestly, my spring break was not all that interesting. All I did was babysit my little brother, go to the mall, and let my friend practice doing nails on me. What I am happy about is that today I got a Sunoo photo card in the mail. Today, school was so boring it was an okay day, but I know tomorrow will be worse because I have all my bad classes tomorrow which I have with none of my friends. I feel a bit stressed out right now because I have an aice project due tomorrow as well as an essay. I don't know if I will have time to finish everything because I will also be filming part of my movie intro tomorrow after school. Meaning I will get home around 6pm that will not leave me much time to do much. I'm not even sure if all the actors will be present, but I will try to do my best and direct as much as possible. My goal is to at least finish half the project and if its not a reach possibly finish 3/4 of the project. I h

production blog - on the watch

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 Lately I have been watching this Netflix series named 'The Glory'. The best way to explain is is a women who got severely bullied in high school is now dedicating her life to make her bullies miserable. I think her goal is to kill them all, but I am not completely sure yet as I have not finished the series. This might be controversial since my task is supposed to be a film, but I based off my opening from the series I am currently watching. I wanted to make the opening based of my interpretation of the series if it were to be a film. I think what I came up with is a really good idea because It basically summarizes the whole first episode. The message behind the film is what people are capable of when they are surrounded by an abusing environment. I believe of the world's population can be judgmental toward those who do wrong. have you ever stopped to think why they do it? Most are truly hurt and their only form of communication is malice. This could all be stopped if we we

production blog - lil nervous

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 To be honest if i said I was chill right now that would be an understatement. I wish I had partnered up with someone to do my final task with. I am still trying to push thru fighting off my sickness and doing my work on time. With the final project being due in about a month I am feeling a bit pressured. Sure it seems like a lot of time when you first think about it. When you forget about it that is when you realize the deadline is right around the corner. I am going to try my best best to watch another film related to my genre to grasp the feeling and character of my opening film. I am planning on doing my film this spring break If I have time. I probably will not have time though due to me having to babysit all spring break. Such a lovely spring break of mine right? Lately I have been so into eating snickers it is so random, but they are my fav chocolate bars. Also speaking of chocolate I got a new puppy. He is a brown wiener dog. I named him Choco Flan. It basically mean chocolate

production blog - a sick weekend

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 I was imagining a nice productive weekend but oh boy I was wrong. While coming home from school Friday, I took my after school nap. I wake up with a fever and muscle pain. It felt like I was dying literally.  So, I ate some soup, took some medicine, and then went back to sleep. Being sick especially nearing the end of a school quarter is hell. Well at least for me it is. I believe that's when all my deadlines are nearing and test. I have no time to be sick on a crucial time like this I have to do my absolute best to finish all my current missing assignments. Now that it is Monday, I am finally well enough to go back to school. I heard that many people are getting sick now at school so, that is no good. Anyways, tomorrow I have so much work ahead of me. I'm even staying after school to get extra math help for the days I missed. I am questioning when I am going to start my into film. I'm thinking maybe spring break that'll give me time away from school to actually get th

production blog - going to the zoo

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 Im going to be honest lately I have been on a slug-ish schedule. I keep turning in my school work either last minute or days later. I just have a lot going on and it is taking a toll on me. I hope tomorrow I cheer up at the zoo since I'll be going tomorrow with my friends in a field trip. Also, I just did my story board its not too good but not too bad. I think my idea of the movie opening is simple. I hope there is a great outcome to it. I am still not sure when I 'll be recording since I don't see my friend a lot outside of school because we live all in opposite directions. I will eventually find a time that is right for all of us. Also, i recently went to a concert of one of my favorite singers name Keshi. It was so cool the crowd was a vibe and he looked so ethereal on stage. I even got a concert shirt I am happy about that since last time I saw him I couldn't get one. Sadly, he said he won't go on tour in a long time. Worst of all he didn't play my favorit

story board

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1. bang noise with fade out of victim on floor passing out 2. vicitm gasp and wakes up in hospital 3. victim has head pain 4. eye level angle of victim plotting her revenge 5. black screen say 1 day ago 6.  bully 1 tells bully 2 to bring the vicitm 7. victim is walking home from school 8. bully 2 finds vicitm and creeps up on her  9. bully 2 drags her by the hair to the bully 1 10. they both arrive to the rest of the bullies 11. then the bully 2 throws the victim on the floor and surrounds her  12. bully 1 tells the others that she can handle her  13.  she then pulls a blade out on the victim and threatens to cut her 14. the victim pushes the blade to the floor 15. the victim flees and the bully  16. bully 1 tells the rest to go after her 17. victim finds a hiding spot and thinks she's safe 18.  then the shadows of the 3 bullies appear and she has a worried look on her face